the sun is shining,
it burns my eyes.
My heart is longing,
when i see the sky.
I have to go,
for i am bored.
perhaps you’ll know
if i scored…
A bit old, but still brings a smirk on my face every time i listen to this
Someone once told me: “sleep is for n00bs” Well, tonight my friend, i am not a n00b :/
Figured i can sleep in daytime, bit later… but tonight was just way too mysterious to waste it for sleeping…
I Passed!… Bow before my shallow wisdom and barley recognizable skill in classical massage.
Took a long walk tonight. Waxing crescent, no stars. Would’ve loved to see the stars…
It’s been a while, since i last walked this long. I intended it to clear my head but it raised more questions instead.
I feel a constant longing, not even sure what for. I’ve been searching my soul for years now. No answer…
Could it be the affection of another wayward spirit, could it be your arms? Could it be the burnmarks on your wrists, or your ankle with a scar?
I really would have loved to see the stars…
So, you cut yourself. You feel pain. You feel miserable over someone’s words. You feel helpless. You feel like no one really cares about you.
But let me tell you : You are beautiful. You are amazing, to be even able to feel emotions so deeply. World is full of people with an emotional capacity of a brick wall. I’m happy you are out there somewhere. You make the world a better place to me, just by being in it.
Got in a fight with my little brother today. Over some totally trivial shit. He managed to really piss me off somehow. Guess the better you know someone, the easier it is to make them upset. I really felt like punching him, luckily i had enough self control not to.
With me being about 200 pounds and he much closer to a 100, it could have really done some damage.
Sometimes i wish i had a sister instead… maybe we’d get along better.
